Time you understand

Why are you all surprised when you don't see me joking all around?
You didn't ever think that perhaps my real self ain't the joking n.e.r.o. but the serious one?

Without offense, you're all short sighted, or you don't know me enough. Whatever, if you had known me years before, if you had seen how my life was at that time, you would understand it perfectly, why sometimes I'm not in the mood of joking all the time, 'cause it can be horribly tiring, and sometimes I even have to pretend that I'm feeling great when I'm not

So please, open your eyes: the laughing n.e.r.o. taht you thought you knew is kind of a lie. A useful outfit, actually.

But at some points in life, the outfit has overwhelmed the real self, but not many times, so don't get used to it. I am who I am forever, no matter what might look like. Got it?