Years Went By

What would happen if I ever met my former self, I mean, the kid I was seven years ago?

Would I recognise the kid I was?

Would the eleven year old boy recognise himself in me?

Let's admit it, I have worked very hard to become a completely different person, but is it worth it if I lose myself in the way?

I have met people, I have lose people. Guys that were regarded as friends, I don't talk to them anymore.

I have learnt a lot about humans. Trusting is good. Trusting too much is not.

Neither it is trusting very little. If you trust too much, you'll end up betrayed.

Don't argue about that, it will change nothing.

I have lived that: betrayal. I didn't see the signs, so I didn't see it coming. And it hurt. A lot. That was the first step. Change had begun.

Yeah, I think that the young kid would be surprised if he ever saw me. Less emotional, more serious. That's what life has made with me. But there's a difference: I've accepted it, I can cope with it, it's part of me. And has made me who I am.

Now is time for YOU people to accept.

I'm waiting.