Step 2

Breathe. Again. And again. You feel calmer now? Right. Let's begin.

Close your eyes. Focus on your lungs, your breathing. Forget anything else until I tell you.

Now. Think of everything around you, without looking at the feelings. It's the best way to actually see the truth about all the world; people, yourself, all you've already done.

Then comes decision time. Knowing the real truth, would you go on as you had, or would you turn into another thing that takes profit of all that has seen?

I have made mine. Since last summer, I've been living in a vortex of laughs, tears and frustration that has brought nothing good. The worst thing is, I knew the solution to this right from the beginning, it was just the next step to remembering who I am: remembering why I am how I am, a cold un-sentient 'human'.

I can't say that I was happier than now, but I didn't have these kind of problems back then.

So, the decision is almost done: The Doctor is going back to his origins: a lone traveler that was left behind by the world, that has walked, learned, all by his own, and therefore, he forgot how to care for people, only feeling indiference.

Yeah. The Doctor's back....